At least one week out…

At least one week out of every month, i go temporarily insane, lose control of my emotions, lose my grip on the reality of my life, my ocd kicks in… and basically just lose all rationality.  during those episodes, i can see myself (like some out of body experience) and it is bloody scary.
i blame pms for this, for the imbalance of hormones in my body that contributes to this madness.

*Update 21 August 2008:  I've been better since this post.  Still get quite sad, but been getting better at managing it, distracting myself, pulling myself out of the darkness.  Exercising everyday helps as well.

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