Spent most my weekend feeling quite empty and sad. I did get out in the sun and I walked around and tried to surround myself with people. It worked a little, but the feeling persists. Had one wholesome meal all weekend which was a phat burger, potatoes and salad. Other 'meals' consisted of cereal. I am quite sure I will never make friends feeling this way and I will am doing a grand job of pushing away any of the ones I do have here.
As for family back home, you are lousy at keeping in touch and sending txt messages and emails.
What's the point of trying to keep in touch with the ones you love the most?