happy is hard work

Easter has come and gone, and I am doing another late shift at work. I know I have no where special to be, but being here till 8pm on a Friday just bites! This year is flying by and nothing worth mentioning has happened.  This lack of connection with someone special is tiring. The only things keeping me going these days is music and photos. My lows have been really low and my highs really high. There doesn't seem to be an inbetween, at least not much anyway.  The same can be said for some of the friendships I have as well. How is one able to tell which friendships are worth keeping, worth hanging onto?

I never quite feel calm and rested in London, the way I felt in SA. The calm and rested in my mind.

How long will I last I wonder… how long in this state of mind…

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