During the past 2 weeks I have noticed a change in me. Its quite subtle, but definitely a change. I can't quite get my words around what this change is. I will give it a try though. That feeling of being comfortable about where I am right now in my life and comfortable with the life changes of the past year. Also the deep knowingness that everything happens and has happened for the best, and that I am and will be fine, better than fine. My intuition will guide me. My drive for 'living' has reared its head again as well.
Took a long bus ride today. Caught the 390 from Archway, was supposed to get off at Kingscross and take another bus towards Covent Gardens, but the bus ride felt good, so stayed on till the last stop on its route which was at Nottinghill Gate. Spent some time browsing and buying books, then caught the 390 back to Archway. Some times just sitting on the bus on the top deck in the front is cool especially when you're not in a hurry to get anywhere and want to observe people walking in the streets, sidewalks and in other buses. I had not been in central central London since December last year. By central I mean Tottenham Court Road, Oxford Circus, Bond Street, Soho. There was a mass of people walking shopping eating talking touring despite the miserable weather.
Had takeout food for dinner from a takeout place just down the road from the flat. It's probably the best Asian food I've had in London to date. They have an incredible selection of Singapore/Malaysian/Thai/Chinese dishes. It's always busy, so good turnover, fresh food, the women serving behind the counter were patient, helpful, professional.
Off to bed.